Sunday, October 26, 2008

SUICIDE ATTEMPT

SUICIDE ATTEMPT

Don’t judge me by my colored hair
Or the make up that I wear
Just inside im a teenager
Hiding all my fears

Searching for who I am
In this shattered world
Crying out for help
Hoping someone would hold

Blaming myself
For your mistakes
Lost my path
Life is so fake

Such a shame
I think to myself
But who gives a damn
I ask on my defend

Become so numb
I start to shiver
Inside I burn
Then comes the fever

Outside im cold
With her arms fold
What she told
In me head echoed

Saw the disappointment in her eyes
As she said her goodbye
Staring after her
Knowing im her regret

Wishing she wasn’t there
To see the suicide attempt
Confused and alone
Wont no one save me

Where do I belong
I ask in grief
-apha-